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Post by kellan elvis solstice on Sept 5, 2009 23:33:08 GMT -5
I'm sorry. it's fine. I was just wondering why you didn't if it's important to you. alex, your stuff, or at least what I read... it was really good. and I'm not just saying that.
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Post by steff2 on Sept 5, 2009 23:50:55 GMT -5
no, it's not fine. you're my brother. of all people you should have known. i guess i just.. you know, didn't think it was any good.
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Post by kellan elvis solstice on Sept 6, 2009 0:07:20 GMT -5
dont worry about it. I know now... well, whether you liked it uor not, but that's not the point. trust me, it's good. you're really talented, alex. stop being such a dumbass about it and let more people read your stuff.
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Post by steff2 on Sept 6, 2009 0:14:02 GMT -5
god knows how long it took for you to find out. it's kinda hard to think anything i do is that good with you around. ha. but, thanks man. really.
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Post by kellan elvis solstice on Sept 6, 2009 0:24:31 GMT -5
yeah, well, we all know I'm not the shiniest penny in the coin purse. that was a good one. what do you mean by that? of course.
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Post by steff2 on Sept 6, 2009 0:27:13 GMT -5
forget pennies. make yourself a quarter or.. a silver dollar. nothin', bro. forget it.
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Post by kellan elvis solstice on Sept 6, 2009 0:31:36 GMT -5
ha, cool. at least I'm raising in money value. no no, you're nor allowed to do that. explain.
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Post by steff2 on Sept 6, 2009 0:36:29 GMT -5
increasing in value and getting more shiny. don't forget that. just a quick question.. will i ever be able to say that and get away with it? i really don't need to explain it. you're talented with your music, doing great in school, good head on your shoulders. you've just always been the better twin, i guess you could say. not a bad thing either. embrace it.
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Post by kellan elvis solstice on Sept 6, 2009 8:14:29 GMT -5
ah, of course. getting more shiny is obviously the most important part. no, no you won't c: alex, you realize that's all a bunch of bullshit, right? I can't believe you would even think like that. I'm not the better twin. you're the better twin. just because I'm good in school and have a good head on my shoulders doesn't mean anything. you're everything I'm not, and that automatically makes you better.
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Post by steff2 on Sept 6, 2009 11:10:41 GMT -5
damn. dude, are we seriously going to have this conversation? everything you're not so i'm better. hilarious. i smoke, i drink, i cheat, i slack off in school. you're going to lose this argument, kellan. don't even try.
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Post by kellan elvis solstice on Sept 6, 2009 18:49:58 GMT -5
alex... you dont get it. you've always been better. i dont even know how to begin to explain to you how i know it. i just do. it doesnt matter that you drink and smoke, cheat and slack off. you have a voice, and you're not afraid to use it. that makes you better.
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Post by steff2 on Sept 6, 2009 18:58:36 GMT -5
it does matter, of course it matters. kellan, jesus christ. please tell me you don't actually believe that. that's a load of shit. if i could trade places with you, i would. because i may be able to talk, but that doesn't mean i will ever say anything anywhere near as good as you if you could. as you do. because you do, man. you just express it in a different way.
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Post by kellan elvis solstice on Sept 6, 2009 19:05:33 GMT -5
but that's the thing. alex, you dont even realize that you're a better person than most could imagine. you dont see it in yourself, but i'm your brother. i see it in you, because i know you better than anyone else. maybe i do, but no one ever sees it. i try to keep it from you... but, alex, everyone is alienated with the boy who cant talk. it's why i decided to be homeschooled. because i couldn't take people being... i dont know, intimidated by me. and i couldn't take people making fun of me behind my back. that's another reason why you're better: if anyone tried that shit with you, you'd kick their ass.
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Post by steff2 on Sept 6, 2009 19:19:03 GMT -5
and more than half the things i see in you, you don't see in yourself either. how did i not notice this? me kicking their ass isn't exactly the best either, kellan. it just gets me in more shit and people don't exactly look at me with the most friendliest of smiles. i deserve most of what i get, but you don't and you still put up with it. you're the stronger person here. none of those people are worth a second of your time. i wish you would realize that.
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Post by kellan elvis solstice on Sept 9, 2009 20:57:21 GMT -5
why do i feel like this i just a point neither of us is going to get anywhere on? you dont need people to look at you with the friendliest of smiles, though, alex. you're independent. you.. you dont care about what other people think, and you do whatever you want to do. i envy that. i always have to worry about whether or not what i do could affect people. you probably didn't notice because i tried my hardest to keep it from you. i get pity from enough people, i dont need it from you, too. maybe they dont deserve my time, but that doesnt change things. look, there's something else i wanted to talk to you about. i know you wanted me to graduate with you, but i think i want to graduate early. i cant stand being around stupid high schoolers who imagine a good time to be.. fucking around with some kid who wont do anything about it.
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